Journey into a forbidden relationship - Part 4

The longest 20 minutes of my life,

As I'm torn to shreds with internal strife.

I thought she was gone and she's suddenly back,

Not only that but it's all an attack.

Now that i can handle if it's justified,

But she's no idea and I'm still crucified!

She accuses me of gross immaturity,

And to top it all off thinks she knows me,

When she's got no idea what I feel,

Because I tried to support her and let her heal.

This was the final poem I wrote about this relationship which was developing with a friend who was already with someone. 

She had misunderstood something I said through a text, where it is so easy to do so, and written a pretty stern and disappointed message. I knew she was driving home and had to wait 20 minutes before I could call her to clear it up.

We sorted out that issue then a few days later it  was better we didn't see each other or keep in touch to much as it was just making things difficult and complicated.

The photo is a bit extreme but almost represents how I was feeling at that point. It is from the 1960s Spartacus movie.

Any thoughts?

 

Journey into a forbidden relationship - Part 3

One  reason I like you is I write again.
Every time I pick up a pen,
In my mind words do flow,
As our love continue to grow.

Now please excuse the flowery word,
Even to me it sounds absurd.
But love can mean many things,
Not only the moment when cupid stings.

And I cannot deny what I feel,
These feelings simply must be real.
For they really will not go away,
No matter what we do or say.

I got inspired to write this third poem on 7 May. I was trying to think through why I liked the friend I had growing feelings for. As mentioned before she already had a boy friend and as such the relationship couldn't go anywhere.

So far I've have written one more poem about the relationship as time went on and I'll upload it next week.

 

Continue to join me through the poetic journey through the emotions of love.  

 

What do you think so far, can you relate? Have you been in the same position?

Journey into a forbidden relationship - Part 2

Warmth and passion, or destruction?

I see her everywhere I go,

She is in everything I do,

She is my motivation, she is my frustration.

Her beauty stops my breath,

And her wit brightens my day,

She is my awe, she is my internal war.

I live for our conversations,

And follow wise advice.

She is my guide, she wavers with the tide.

I respect her for her values,

From that which I can glean.

She is my match, she is fire's thatch.

I enjoy all time spent with her,

In many a varied way,

She drives me round the bend, she is my friend.

I wrote this piece shortly after Part 1, while continuing to deal with a relationship that was developing with a friend, but which could never work because she already had a boy friend she loved.

Again, I have written other poems as the relationship developed and will continue to upload them in chronological order. 

Continue to join me through the poetic journey through the emotions of love.